Thank U to all you Liar out there!

You are of your father the devil, and your will is to do your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, and has nothing to do with the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks out of his own character, for he is a liar and the father of lies.                           – John 8:44

Thanks for fooling and cracking those beautiful lies……… it’s sufficient to make one soul broken into pieces and never recover again…… the scar was deep and will stay on forever. Never will one trust and believe again…. there was no truth no promises from a human mouth………. they only lies and lies, cause their father is a liar.

They will taste their fruit themselve one day, how shocking and painful to be cheated by someone whom you believe and trusted so much, and how within speed second they could torn you down and left you with painful scar and turmoil.

cripple soul

The pain was beyond description, it beneath my inner soul and the uncontrollable tears kept flowing down my face. Why Lord? My world was upside down in 2010, Why ? It such a great pain that cripple the whole of me, and consuming me day by day……….

Tears

God if you do collect my tears…. then tell me what happen?

Is it wrong to be sincere? Is it wrong to be true? Why and that there was no reply? Isn’t Lord Jesus taught about love? And why is his follower not doing so?

Tears pain my eyes… they are swollen and alcohol numb my feeling… where is my friend? where is that sss bear? God give me an answer….

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” whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable — if anything is excellent or praiseworthy — think about such things” (Philippians 4:8).

Letter to Lord Jesus

My Father in heaven, I was totally torn down, left only with a broken soul……. i really do not know how to move on with life. Why? why me? Love? Promises? What is all this? Is just a lie! The dream of having my own happy family was shattered totally…………

It’s torturing…….. i do not even have a shoulder to cry on and do not even have a listening ear. Will flying the best solution? Tell me?

I am too tired to move on, all my energy was suck up by ppl. Now what left behind was emotional scar/hurt. That I do not know how to get heal at this stage… and I was left abandon by ppl. Other than crying every night and soaking myself with my own tears till the next morning…. what else can i think of ?

Lord Jesus, take me please……. i am totally broken, i can only offer my tears to you every night. I am sorry Lord, for being such a useless child.

I wanted to worship you in church too, but none, nobody welcome this soul of mine………… ppl only love to connect with happy and positive person (ppl who are rich and happy and carefree). i  should have remain in my shell 5 years ago, i shouldn’t believe there was love.

Through all this years, i learn that this world was cruel. Ppl do not encourage you when you  are broken and stress up by the current situation, they just left one by one. The feeling of abandonment was so strong…….. i do not have the courage to move on anymore….. will this be my 2nd attempt?

God Bring me there

totally heartbroken by what had happened…….. anyone there?

there was no words of encouragement or concern from anyone…… it time,,,,

how to continue in this broken home with dead soul…

a Child

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Mind

When things go wrong in our life and we encounter difficult situations we tend to regard the situation itself as the problem, but in reality whatever problems we experience come from the side of the mind. If we were to respond to difficult situations with a positive or peaceful mind they would not be problems for us; indeed we may even come to regard them as challenges or opportunities for growth and development. Problems arise only if we respond to difficulties with a negative state of mind. Therefore, if we want to be free from problems we must learn to control our mind.

Fading Away

Just a painting, after long time of exposture to the enviroment the colour will start to fade……….

It the same too in life, after so many happening in life. They have actually suck up one energy and spirit to move on……. since when each day become more and more like a walking corpse……

What is Hope? and what is Love?

Everythings, including the so call love have an expiry date or end point.